Piss off ignorant humans...

Every so often my mind is blown but the abundance of ignorant fucks that still exist out there.
It's 2009.
We have electric cars, nuclear weapons, spaceships and brains....yet still there are people who somehow, can't handle a minuscule piece of metal hanging out of my nose. GO FIGURE!?

If you don't like my septum piercing..COOL. It's not in your face so why worry about it. And I don't really care if you don't like it..the bigger issue is why do some people feel that they have such entitlement as to say whatever they want to whomever...even a complete stranger? I would NEVER insult a stranger to their face in passing. Who the fuuuuck do you think you are anyway?

Like..uhh have some regard for peoples feelings, choices... etc.

This goes out to the homeless man on Newbury St. asking me how I can even breath?
the guy on Las Vegas Blvd. saying "I didn't know there were bulls in Vegas"
the old man at the 4th of July party telling me i'm not beautiful
the foreign Irish kid at the cape insulting me to my face after asking me for a lighter.

I hope you all rot. It's not that I don't have thick skin..I can handle whatever you say to me. But your close minded pathetic opinions are what make you scum. You have no right to put someone down...especially when you're a homeless bum shaking your fucking cup in my face asking me for fucking money? Are you serious?!

I contemplated taking it out because i'm kind of over it..but i'm not going to. I'm keeping it because 1. its not a big deal 2. people need to learn tolerance. This isn't the 1900's. People have the free will to be creative and express themselves and for everyone who doesn't accept it..you're going to have to start. So let it begin with me.

Building a house of anxiety

Right now there's a lot going on for me and new things keep jumping on my plate and it's making me freak!

I start my new job today and I hate unfamiliar things so my anxiety is pretty high right now and I don't want to go! But I have to and it's making feel super uncomfortable. I've been excited to move to Providence for months and now that it's here I don't want to! I have had the best summer ever and I have to be a big girl and give it all up come August 1st because I will be insanley busy.

Recap of my past week:
July 4: went to a wedding, went to drew's party, went pool hopping. 4:30a.m. bedtime
July 5: rope swinging with my favorites
July 6: hung with melissa and laid out and pool hopping i think?
July 7: worked, movies with the boys, parking lot hangout session, 3:30a.m. bedtime
July 8: went to the quarries with the boyyss
July 9: bistro with ash and ben, then went to more bars
July 10: worked, partieddddd at ian's, had some more fun, 4:45a.m. bedtime
July11: went to the beach the my loves then work (over an hour & 1/2 late)
July 12: went to the cape with my lady friends
July 13: beach at the cape, home, quarries

and this is just what I remember doing! My summer has been awesome and i'm a baby and don't want to give it up. But I was reminded today when I received my college diploma in the mail that growing up is inevitable. Now my chest feels heavy I don't feel right. I want to wake up and have it be a new day already.

July fourth. mhm

The sun is out, my spirits are up...but just for today because tomorrow i'll remember that I don't have a job lined up and still might not have a place to live.

whatever, the fucking sun is out!