Maybe this year......

Maybe this year I'll get myself off of the floor.
Maybe I won't .
Things might get better, yeah I might change
But I don't care at all

And maybe this year I'll get myself off of the floor
And try to pretend
That things are getting better, that I'm changing
But I still feel the same
I still feel the same
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Oh January. You create a lot of hype and allow a lot of promises to be broken. Everyone's false hopes for the year are disguised as resolutions. Every year i'm anti-resolution because I feel that every day is a new day and you can make positive changes in your life every single day you wake up. 01/01/2010 is the same as 05/09/2009, which is the same as 07/25/1998. They're numbers, assigned to a day, which is only really relevant in terms of timing/scheduling things.

So twenty-ten...i'm holding true to my resolution...of not making a resolution because everyday is a day to start fresh, move on from your mistakes and make new choices to positively influence your life. I don't like being unrealistic and I think I'll skip the disappointment factor of a broken resoltuon to myself. Think about your resolution from last year..or the year before...and now think if you actually followed through with that after 3 months. I doubt it.

I know what I need to do to make myself a better person and improve upon my flaws. I don't need January 1st as a marker for self improvement..just sayin