I think too much

I'm over thinking a lot. I always appear to be stressing out over numerous things at any given time when everyone around me seems at ease. I'm a ball of stress all the time. I hate this. Today I have good reason..I have my state board written examination to get my cosmetology license. This has been a goal of mine since 8th grade and the thought of fucking up scares me.

Not only is the direction of my career eating away at me ...my personal life is out of whack too. I'm entirely mixed up on what I should be doing and who I should honestly devote my time to. Plus there's someone that keeps crossing my mind more often than not but i'm scared to pursue anything......